Spiritual Cancer – 04/10/24

Today was really cool, I am so fortunate that I have an incredible family that supports my every move. This month has been incredibly challenging, not gonna lie. I’ve been praying for strength so God threw me into a hole with my own demons. I really have been trying to fight them. I really do […]

You’re Not Here- 03/31/24

The most hurtful thing to say to someone is ‘you’re not here’. Big city, small town is where I’m from where everyone is watching you from the corner of their eye. Now, I enter a part of my life where even more people are watching deliberately and are unapologetic. That’s how the real world has […]

New Testimony – 03/22/24

I can tell you what happened today and how I got here. Some of you will not believe me, some of you will question me, but for those who do believe or are curious, people do not hesitate to reach out to me: proxoxie@gmail.com. I was called to reconcile a broken relationship with a family […]

Revelation 19:1 – 03/19/24

I have so much to say. I know I write about God a lot and that may turn my initial following away. I’ve come to accept this because I’d rather be myself than to omit truth from my life. It feels like a majority of my life I have gravitated towards the things that bring […]

If It Means a Lot to You – 3/09/24

This week, I wanted to create a transparent discussion about mental health. Mental health is important as we all know… it is imperative as humans to monitor the state of your wellbeing and happiness, as we can’t do much good at all if we’re in a bad place. It’s ok to be in a bad […]

Homesick – 03/03/24

God, I have a reoccurring case of home sickness. It’s so funny, because I wanted to leave so badly but now it seems that I can’t help myself but missing home so deeply. I figure, one day when I am back home I am going to want to run again. The cycle only continues, I […]

02/28/24 – Can You Promise?

Today, a very special piece from my upcoming project Hotel Proxoxie is coming out. The older I get, the more I realize the ways of the world and the less I get excited about things. That’s why it is important to actively maintain a childlike fascination of this world. I work in a very adult […]

Gridlife Festival – 02/22/24

Last year, my boyfriend and I got the opportunity to attend Grid Life Music Festival. I am someone who really enjoys the west side of Michigan, and my therapist who I had never met in person happened to live around in the same town as the festival. My boyfriend and I had only been officially […]

Shy People and Artists – 02/19/24

I’ve begun to fall back into love with life. It’s easy to disregard everything that we’ve worked for… everything that God has given to us… we have it so good, really. If you’re going through a struggle, I can surely understand. At the end of the day, the best thing about life is the choice […]

Life Update Again – 02/06/24

I know it’s been a while, and I haven’t been keeping up with weekly blogs. To be honest, I’m sort of tired of putting my personal life out there to the world. I am just going to do it anyway because for some reason, it makes me feel better about my stress. I just need […]