Hey, sorry I know it’s been a while. The social media has just been driving me crazy and I have been driving myself crazy to be completely honest. It’s a guilt complex thing, if I am not working to make money, then I feel like I am hardly working. I have been working towards strengthening […]
Angel from Instagram suggested that I blog about this ‘Dead Internet’ theory. I’ve researched what it means on Wikipedia, and I am excited to say that I found out there was a creepypasta written about it too. Here is what Wiki says: The dead Internet theory is an online conspiracy theory that asserts that the Internet now consists mainly of bot activity and automatically […]
Today was really cool, I am so fortunate that I have an incredible family that supports my every move. This month has been incredibly challenging, not gonna lie. I’ve been praying for strength so God threw me into a hole with my own demons. I really have been trying to fight them. I really do […]
The most hurtful thing to say to someone is ‘you’re not here’. Big city, small town is where I’m from where everyone is watching you from the corner of their eye. Now, I enter a part of my life where even more people are watching deliberately and are unapologetic. That’s how the real world has […]
I can tell you what happened today and how I got here. Some of you will not believe me, some of you will question me, but for those who do believe or are curious, people do not hesitate to reach out to me: proxoxie@gmail.com. I was called to reconcile a broken relationship with a family […]
I have so much to say. I know I write about God a lot and that may turn my initial following away. I’ve come to accept this because I’d rather be myself than to omit truth from my life. It feels like a majority of my life I have gravitated towards the things that bring […]
This week, I wanted to create a transparent discussion about mental health. Mental health is important as we all know… it is imperative as humans to monitor the state of your wellbeing and happiness, as we can’t do much good at all if we’re in a bad place. It’s ok to be in a bad […]
God, I have a reoccurring case of home sickness. It’s so funny, because I wanted to leave so badly but now it seems that I can’t help myself but missing home so deeply. I figure, one day when I am back home I am going to want to run again. The cycle only continues, I […]
Today, a very special piece from my upcoming project Hotel Proxoxie is coming out. The older I get, the more I realize the ways of the world and the less I get excited about things. That’s why it is important to actively maintain a childlike fascination of this world. I work in a very adult […]
Last year, my boyfriend and I got the opportunity to attend Grid Life Music Festival. I am someone who really enjoys the west side of Michigan, and my therapist who I had never met in person happened to live around in the same town as the festival. My boyfriend and I had only been officially […]