Hi ppl of the internet. For the last year, I havn;t been blogging and here is why..
I used to not be inspired enough to make music and now, I am soo inspired. So, my creative energy has been flourishing with music rather with blogging.
Secondly, I have a skibidi attention span unfortunately because I have been using so much social media, its terrible. I used to only have a 3 hour a day screen time, now I am afraid to check it out.
I have been gathering inspiration from vibes. I have been back on my buuulllshiiieeee t.
The weed festival in Ohio was fantastic, I hope I can play again next year.
I wanna do a festival tour tbh. Everyone in my social circles are touring and it’s so cool to seeee.
When I first arrived at the weed festival, I was so scared tbh because of a couple of reasons. I got lost on my way to the stage and I saw all of these ppl camping and stuff so it was pretty crazy. It was so muddy, it was in the literal Ohio swamp and it had just rained. I wish I took more pictures, but I started to get bitten by bugs and I got self concious because I was wearing short shorts and a tank top…
my mom was there to help me out. She makes all of my merch which is pretty cooool… I am excited to sell some tshirts.
I wish I had more I could talk about… I probably do but I have been limiting myself. More people are paying attention to me online so I am being careful of what I put out there…
I am trying to stay consistent and not so paranoid about everything I do. I think the feeling that I pray that goes away the most is the feeling of guilt. I dislike that feeling. I feel guilt tripped by everything.
Living away from some of my parents, not contributing enough… being a perfect girl. I don’t even know what’s perfect.
I wish I could be 6 people at once sometimes and that’s why my art is all over the place. I just want to please everyone but I can’t please myself…
Also trying to book more shows. I am excited to see where 2026 takes me. Thank you for sticking around for the ride. This is a viable career. There is a future in this. Why do I doubt myself?
