I understand it hurts sometimes
and it would be nice to feel u
like u were the apple of my eye
i wouldnt hate u despite…
i cant explain the icing on the cake is too sweet this time
I never meant to shut these doors
im screaming from my tower
and im crying on the bedroom floor
i never meant to hurt u no…
i use u for myself bc thats all i have the energy for
do i wanna let u go?
or do i wanna let u get close to me…
do i wanna break these walls?
my flesh is radiating all the pain i hold underneath.
do u understand
do u understand
do u understand what i mean yeah
do u understand
do u understand
do u understand what i mean yeah
and the ppl that i once liked now r creeps
its like how at that party when i was free
all alone in the room and its hard to breathe
or understand…
u cant relieve this pain for me
u can only help add it
take u for granted
then u take advantage
then u regret it
thin ice shatters
does this moment matter?
should i set some standards
some standards, yeah…
do i wanna let u go?
or do i wanna let u get close to me…
do i wanna break these walls?
my flesh is radiating all the pain i hold underneath.
do u understand
do u understand
do u understand what i mean yeah
do u understand
do u understand
do u understand what i mean yeah