I’m proud of myself. That’s the first thing I want to say. I have a lot of things to say, but I don’t want to say them all.
Sometimes I want to be even more of a girl and be sexy or whatever.
Some other times I want to say, fuck that, and be more aggressive.
Sometimes I want to give up on everything I am doing and chose a different occupation.
But it takes a lot of work to be happy in anything that you do, and to not give and fuck and to just do it.
Sometimes if I want to take a walk outside, I have to accept the fact that there are people in cars staring at me, If I’m going out into the public to enjoy a walk, then I have to accept the fact that I am no longer in the comfort of my own home but I am still doing the thing I wanted to do.
I got a call from my mom and she likes the project.
Mixed reviews from different communities and that is ok because every opinion matters to me.
Do I want to make everyone happy? Not really, that is their own choice, to be happy or to like a certain song. It is ok, I’m actually glad that I get reactions out of people. It makes noise.
I’m so fucking thankful. I’m proud of myself.
It is a beautiful ugly world that we live in.
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