I think I might be losing my confidence. Or it is just that time of the month…. if u know what I mean. You know what, I think it’s also the routine. I have been working retail full time. Music doesn’t pay the bills yet. Sometimes I wonder how in control I am with my […]
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I think the most important thing for me to do right now is not crashout. I am so stressed out. I am working my retail job and balancing (so blessed) many shows. I am so so so so so so= sisoososososososo BLESSED. But I am so stressed. Most people can handle a 40 hour work […]
Let’s talk about ideas. I have a lot of artistic ideas of where I want my sound to go. I have a lot of energy. I think I want to make more experimental stuff. Like experimental, nature, psychedelic, wolf, furry, rave, universe, silence, noise, energy… Cant describe it. I need to take the wheel more […]
It’s a crazy dark thing to say that the ai spam bots from Russia are not bothering me anymore. In the past month, I have been working an incredibly physically demanding job. It’s only 80 hours biweekly. Because I clock out for an hour everyday.. So I wonder how much I am actually working. I […]
I’m proud of myself. That’s the first thing I want to say. I have a lot of things to say, but I don’t want to say them all. Sometimes I want to be even more of a girl and be sexy or whatever. Some other times I want to say, fuck that, and be more […]
Opinions are subject to hange because nothing in life ever stays the same. This is my opinion… which is also subject to change. As a young Prox, I am primarily focused on being happy… because that is what worked for me and me only. My happiness causes me to want to work hard. I know […]
Hi ppl of the internet. For the last year, I havn;t been blogging and here is why..I used to not be inspired enough to make music and now, I am soo inspired. So, my creative energy has been flourishing with music rather with blogging. Secondly, I have a skibidi attention span unfortunately because I have […]
I want to be a source for my audience. I want to be someone you are able to “tap into”. I feel like music is an art form about cultivating crowds that think the same way. When you are able to tap into an audience that shares the same “vibe”, you can hone into your […]
I love music. That’s all I ever wanted to do. I am going to be uploading demos to soundcloud, I am taking things in a new direction. I am not sure where I am taking it, but it will be a new direction I guess lol. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. I feel like I don’t want to watch […]
*Edit* – had a private this one because it was so intense and emotional… But I decided to unprivate it. Disregard it, but ill keep it up. I don’t know, I guess I’m nervous to blog sometimes? Not that anyone really reads this except for a few very important people lol. Anyway, I guess I […]