Hey,
I thought I would come back and blog about my most recent release because it has been by far, my messiest one.
I am preparing for tour, having fun with my friends, working a full time job, and trying my best to meet family stuff here and there.
It is no excuse to be this messy, I am trying my best not to overthink everything. I barely have time for music with my current work schedule, I’ve been making moves to prioritize cash flow with music to make it a full time thing.
I am confused on where I belong, I feel like I belong in all places because I love people – but that can be dangerous because I need to prioritize what I really want.
What I really want is this:
Love – myself, my family, my friends
Music – I really want this. I really want to be a musician. It’s been my dream to do this full time.
Working Hard – Rewarding myself at the end of a hard days work.
I work a full time job, like I said. It is hard to balance everything without priorities. I often find myself caving to life’s pressures. It feels like everyone has a loving expectation of me that I cannot meet.
This is no excuse for being messy, I often find myself picking it back up again.
So I ask myself, who do I wanna be in life? What do I want to prove?
I just want to be a good person and do right by God. I don’t want to be crazy, I don’t want to be broken. I want to pick it back up!
I want this fire inside of me to be directed towards healthy goals.
That is where I am at – I hope you can understand. Thank you for sticking around.
Also – my music is growing and people wanna help so that is AMAZING ! I want to work with labels and teams.
THANK YOU SO MUCH. This journey has been incredible. I’d also like to thank God for helping me stay on track.
